This post won’t be very long. At least, that’s the idea. I don’t have much to say this time around, so here goes!
So… My fiance and I are still giving our go at trying to have a baby, despite my weirdo menstrual cycle this past month.
Anyway, I guess I’m a bit… I don’t know what to call it, instinctual? Spiritual? Either way, I have a good feeling about this month. I really do.
All day today I’ve been in this weird, uncanny good mood. Which is even weirder because I’ve been down in the dumps and sort of depressed and thinking too much for the past week and then, all of a sudden, today I’m in this “OMG YAY HAPPY” mood – like nothing could bring me down. And honestly? Nothing really has. I’ve had my moments of anxiety and loss of patience, but I’m a Mom of Three and it happens occasionally. I’m not perfect. But, every time, my mood brightened almost instantaneously.
And then, because I’ve been attempting to watch and chart carefully and doing lots and lots and lots of research, I figured out there’s a 99.9% chance that I’m ovulating today. Which I did not expect at all, but I’m nonetheless uber excited about. Then I look at our calendar that we have hanging in our computer room, which has this cool little thing where it has a “color of the day”. Down toward the bottom of the calendar it gives a generalized description of each color. (ex: whites, greens, oranges, yellows, etc…)
Today’s color was Green. The meaning? “Money, Growth, Fertility.”
Now, there’s a lot of people who would think that it’s just a coincidence. Me? Not a chance. I don’t believe in coincidences; I believe everything happens for a reason.
And that only added to the initial good feeling that I had. I’m just so excited. ^_^